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Depression Sucks: A Poem

Trigger warning for depression and suicide.


Depression Sucks

Depression sucks

You don't want to do anything

You don't want to be

You just feel a sadness

That doesn't want to leave

It's like looking into a darkness

That isn't physically there

Silently screaming for help

In a corner of your mind


Being surrounded by things you used to love

And not feeling a thing

Except perhaps a longing

For what used to be


Depression sucks

You feel like it will never leave

But let me tell you this

There will be times

When it will leave

And let you be

Life will always have good times

The light past the dark


Lucy Ann Smith


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